I can Only Breathe you Name.......

by **SimarikSmokin** » Mon Nov 01, 2004 8:43 am

uh mm is so annoying

by **dethslut** » Mon Nov 01, 2004 1:52 pm

SimarikSmokin wrote:uh mm is so annoying

oh my god.... am i?

by **SimarikSmokin** » Mon Nov 01, 2004 5:50 pm

by **SimarikSmokin** » Mon Nov 01, 2004 5:51 pm

by **solosynergy** » Mon Nov 01, 2004 6:06 pm

asphyxiation the cure to this

by **dethslut** » Tue Nov 02, 2004 5:10 am

SimarikSmokin wrote:YES!

need not repeat ur self, i am not disabled.

by **SimarikSmokin** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 9:39 pm

i hate bw

by **SimarikSmokin** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 9:42 pm

when i was talking to bw he was very emotional and depressed saying how he can't put on this charade anymore. He said that he is um you thought right Gay and had a fling with his Best Friend Naveed aka my hunny bunny i mean what does he have that i don't? :cry:

by **solosynergy** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 9:42 pm

SimarikSmokin wrote:i hate bw

MOVE ON. trust me hanging onto a moment makes u just get stuck and it sucks when u cant get out of it coz u have hung on too long.thats more like an addiction to misery.

by **SimarikSmokin** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 9:43 pm

then don't read my post i am not giving out candy to anyone who is ok?

by **solosynergy** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 10:02 pm

SimarikSmokin wrote:then don't read my post i am not giving out candy to anyone who is ok?

u r closing yourself into a vortex of self pity and hatred. do u even realise that. maybe i am speakin out of a miserable experience

by **Alexis** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 11:01 pm

solosynergy wrote:
SimarikSmokin wrote:then don't read my post i am not giving out candy to anyone who is ok?

u r closing yourself into a vortex of self pity and hatred. do u even realise that. maybe i am speakin out of a miserable experience

Thankfully, Im not much of a hater. Hatred just takes too much outta me, its an emotion so strong that it fills me with extremely negative energy. Im a Feng Shui believer, so I stay away from that as much as I can.

by **solosynergy** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 11:06 pm

Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:
SimarikSmokin wrote:then don't read my post i am not giving out candy to anyone who is ok?

u r closing yourself into a vortex of self pity and hatred. do u even realise that. maybe i am speakin out of a miserable experience

Thankfully, Im not much of a hater. Hatred just takes too much outta me, its an emotion so strong that it fills me with extremely negative energy. Im a Feng Shui believer, so I stay away from that as much as I can.

i totally go with the hatred being a negative emotion. it sucks all the life out of you. but then sometimes when it does get the better of u and when it controls you oh my u r in for it.

by **Alexis** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 11:15 pm

solosynergy wrote:
Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:
SimarikSmokin wrote:then don't read my post i am not giving out candy to anyone who is ok?

u r closing yourself into a vortex of self pity and hatred. do u even realise that. maybe i am speakin out of a miserable experience

Thankfully, Im not much of a hater. Hatred just takes too much outta me, its an emotion so strong that it fills me with extremely negative energy. Im a Feng Shui believer, so I stay away from that as much as I can.

i totally go with the hatred being a negative emotion. it sucks all the life out of you. but then sometimes when it does get the better of u and when it controls you oh my u r in for it.

I know! Now that I think about it, I did have this major issue with an ex-boyfriend. He wronged me in the worst way, and I dont think I have ever hated anyone as much as I did him. That was quite a while ago, its water under the bridge now. But I do remember how I felt. And it wasnt at all pleasant or bearable. My temper and patience were really affected.

But Im back to being the way I used to. Happy, peaceful, and grudge/hate-free.

by **solosynergy** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 11:29 pm

Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:
Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:
SimarikSmokin wrote:then don't read my post i am not giving out candy to anyone who is ok?

u r closing yourself into a vortex of self pity and hatred. do u even realise that. maybe i am speakin out of a miserable experience

Thankfully, Im not much of a hater. Hatred just takes too much outta me, its an emotion so strong that it fills me with extremely negative energy. Im a Feng Shui believer, so I stay away from that as much as I can.

i totally go with the hatred being a negative emotion. it sucks all the life out of you. but then sometimes when it does get the better of u and when it controls you oh my u r in for it.

I know! Now that I think about it, I did have this major issue with an ex-boyfriend. He wronged me in the worst way, and I dont think I have ever hated anyone as much as I did him. That was quite a while ago, its water under the bridge now. But I do remember how I felt. And it wasnt at all pleasant or bearable. My temper and patience were really affected.

But Im back to being the way I used to. Happy, peaceful, and grudge/hate-free.

well i have always been the calm and peaceful kind. and i devoloped this hatred towards this girl which shocked me and depressed me. the fact that i hated her so much made me hate myself. there was so much of hatred that it stopped me from doing everything and i had to go on a vacation. one vacation din do so i went for another vacation. that din do n i was goin crazy. by the third vacation things eased off and i am living a relaxed life now :d.

by **Alexis** » Wed Nov 03, 2004 11:36 pm

solosynergy wrote:

well i have always been the calm and peaceful kind. and i devoloped this hatred towards this girl which shocked me and depressed me. the fact that i hated her so much made me hate myself. there was so much of hatred that it stopped me from doing everything and i had to go on a vacation. one vacation din do so i went for another vacation. that din do n i was goin crazy. by the third vacation things eased off and i am living a relaxed life now :d.

Just as Hatred is a strong emotion, so is Love. Im guessing that maybe you had some relationship problems with this girl and after a lot of drama, you two broke up. You probably started hating yourself because you put all your trust and faith in what you two had together. Girls can be so finicky, I know that. You suffered a lot, we all do in such situations. But Im confident that youve matured a lot also. What doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger and wiser.

Good luck in the future.

by **solosynergy** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 12:07 am

Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:

well i have always been the calm and peaceful kind. and i devoloped this hatred towards this girl which shocked me and depressed me. the fact that i hated her so much made me hate myself. there was so much of hatred that it stopped me from doing everything and i had to go on a vacation. one vacation din do so i went for another vacation. that din do n i was goin crazy. by the third vacation things eased off and i am living a relaxed life now :d.

Just as Hatred is a strong emotion, so is Love. Im guessing that maybe you had some relationship problems with this girl and after a lot of drama, you two broke up. You probably started hating yourself because you put all your trust and faith in what you two had together. Girls can be so finicky, I know that. You suffered a lot, we all do in such situations. But Im confident that youve matured a lot also. What doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger and wiser.
Good luck in the future.

oh yes u got exactly what i am saying. but u know i thought after all my rships i never knew that i could ever get into something so deep.the strange part is i am great terms with all my ex's but this one i know is gonna be impossible to ever talk to. but then time changes a lotta things and i am lookin for that day when i shall be relaxed enough to be normal and nice with her.

by **Alexis** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 1:10 am

solosynergy wrote:

oh yes u got exactly what i am saying. but u know i thought after all my rships i never knew that i could ever get into something so deep.the strange part is i am great terms with all my ex's but this one i know is gonna be impossible to ever talk to. but then time changes a lotta things and i am lookin for that day when i shall be relaxed enough to be normal and nice with her.

Time heals all wounds, Solo, so give it time. There always comes a time where you have to give it up and move on. Youve realized that you have to move on and you did.....thats half the battle won. Now this hatred you have for her---once thats gone---youre a winner.

by **solosynergy** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 1:13 am

Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:

oh yes u got exactly what i am saying. but u know i thought after all my rships i never knew that i could ever get into something so deep.the strange part is i am great terms with all my ex's but this one i know is gonna be impossible to ever talk to. but then time changes a lotta things and i am lookin for that day when i shall be relaxed enough to be normal and nice with her.

Time heals all wounds, Solo, so give it time. There always comes a time where you have to give it up and move on. Youve realized that you have to move on and you did.....thats half the battle won. Now this hatred you have for her---once thats gone---youre a winner.

the strange thing is when i was deep into hatred i was insane. but then some times its so sad that i ended up being so messed up.its the uncertainty and the double standards and the confusion that messed up things. but then life is so much more better single. no one to really worry about and its time u get to work on ur self. i am a free bird and i am happy.

by **ycr007** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 1:16 am

Hey Alexis, seen u gotta new siggy??? What happened to the "Perfect: one?

by **Alexis** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 1:17 am

solosynergy wrote:
Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:

oh yes u got exactly what i am saying. but u know i thought after all my rships i never knew that i could ever get into something so deep.the strange part is i am great terms with all my ex's but this one i know is gonna be impossible to ever talk to. but then time changes a lotta things and i am lookin for that day when i shall be relaxed enough to be normal and nice with her.

Time heals all wounds, Solo, so give it time. There always comes a time where you have to give it up and move on. Youve realized that you have to move on and you did.....thats half the battle won. Now this hatred you have for her---once thats gone---youre a winner.

the strange thing is when i was deep into hatred i was insane. but then some times its so sad that i ended up being so messed up.its the uncertainty and the double standards and the confusion that messed up things. but then life is so much more better single. no one to really worry about and its time u get to work on ur self. i am a free bird and i am happy.

Well if your anger made you feel insane----the girl really messed you up bad. But the worst is over and youre happy now, single and free. Thats all that matters.

by **Alexis** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 1:19 am

ycr007 wrote:Hey Alexis, seen u gotta new siggy??? What happened to the "Perfect: one?

You finally noticed it!

I changed my sig when I became LORD. A new title called for a new signature.

by **solosynergy** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 1:22 am

Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:
Alexis wrote:
solosynergy wrote:

oh yes u got exactly what i am saying. but u know i thought after all my rships i never knew that i could ever get into something so deep.the strange part is i am great terms with all my ex's but this one i know is gonna be impossible to ever talk to. but then time changes a lotta things and i am lookin for that day when i shall be relaxed enough to be normal and nice with her.

Time heals all wounds, Solo, so give it time. There always comes a time where you have to give it up and move on. Youve realized that you have to move on and you did.....thats half the battle won. Now this hatred you have for her---once thats gone---youre a winner.

the strange thing is when i was deep into hatred i was insane. but then some times its so sad that i ended up being so messed up.its the uncertainty and the double standards and the confusion that messed up things. but then life is so much more better single. no one to really worry about and its time u get to work on ur self. i am a free bird and i am happy.

Well if your anger made you feel insane----the girl really messed you up bad. But the worst is over and youre happy now, single and free. Thats all that matters.

oh absolutely yes. this is like the early days of falling in love.but no woman on my mind.beat that i can fall in love and not be attached too. how cool would that be

by **dethslut** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 5:47 am

what does he have that i don't?

y dont u underss in front of the mirror and ask urself once again?may be u ll find some answers.

by **dethslut** » Thu Nov 04, 2004 5:54 am

solosynergy wrote:oh absolutely yes. this is like the early days of falling in love.but no woman on my mind.beat that i can fall in love and not be attached too. how cool would that be

thats what u do once u get out of a strong relationship. thinking u could be in a relationship and not be attached, but how long can u fool urself?

i mean... it all depends on what kinda relationship u guys have.... like u are living together, just dating or what so ever. but over time, its all gonna be the same. you cannot fool nature/biology.

all i can say is, its not as easy, but then, not as tough as the first time.

way to go brother.

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