The Second Shameless Post-Boosting Thread

[VJ]

Wat happens when you eat something which is of not to ur like/taste? Sometimes I almost vomit the stuff which I forcefully fit into my stomach. Yes it happened a few times in the past. Not sure Y? Is that some kind of food/stomach allergy? Donno wat



These days I'm kinda getting some kind of vomit even after I smoke. Donno Y ? Does that mean something is wrong with my digestive system? Or is it due to this cold which I'm allergic to? Not sure wats going on.



May be I should list all the things & keep myself away from those stuff. I'm already doing it in some form or the other. I guess I should follow the same for all/everything. Or may be I should consult a physician

[VJ]

I donno wats going on around me? I donno wats ur intentions are? But I feel a sense of discomfort in u & me. Y should it happen beween us, despite it being irrelevance?



I know I might end too bad. Never mind. I accept wat ever comes in my way with my decisions. One thing is for sure, my decisions are made considering various aspects of life. Everything lies in it. Unfortunately only I understand my decisions.



I still didn't understand your intentions in collecting the data regarding my previous life and my mistakes from my own people. I didn't understand your point in making me feel for my past mistakes which r totally irrelevant to the original concept. In trying to make fun of me using my mistakes U r making/made fun of urself and ur own people. Is that necessary to happen between us?



But one thing is for sure U never got me right with ur imaginations. One thing U people forgot about me is I'm unpredictable. It's all becoz of ur mighty expectations/imaginations from/regarding me. Still confused with myself Y r u after me & who u rrrr?

[VJ]

Pls give me a break. Let me concentrate on myself first. Don't make me sick & irritated anymore. I don't want to think unnecessarily for now. The rest later..............

[VJ]

Bhagwaan ne insaan ko banaya

Insaan se paisa banaya

Paise ne zindagi banaya

Zindagi ne kuch bhi nahi banaya

Afsos ki baat hai

[VJ]

I'm conceptually loosing myself day by day. Loosing my interest in any activity. Unable to concentrate on myself. I regret for returning back home, & unfortunately don't want to return back to those who betrayed me either.



The concepts I studied by myself are virtually going useless after returning back. Here people give preference to the experienced in some kind of technology rather than the innonative ideas. How unfortunate. Unable to settle down with one technology. Still struggling with myself here.



Depression, financial dependancy, Instability with the thoughts, & many more are effecting me. Besides that everything went wrong for me and a bit reluctant to live here anymore. Wat do I do? Somebody take me away from here. This is just not the atmosphere/surroundings suited for me.



This life is not immortal. Then Y not die now itself? When there is no future there is no point in living any more. Instead of struggling, fighting with the society, betrayed by everyone, better leave this world where u don't have to face these stuff.



I hate U all........... I hate myself for being in this world........ I hate that GOD who created this society.......... I hate this human life which is so MEAN........ With this present mental status I would love to leave this world as soon as possible..........God pick me up from this world. I have nothing left to do in this world now. Plssssssss

[enigma]

I'm conceptually loosing myself day by day. Loosing my interest in any activity. Unable to concentrate on myself. I regret for returning back home, & unfortunately don't want to return back to those who betrayed me either.

The concepts I studied by myself are virtually going useless after returning back. Here people give preference to the experienced in some kind of technology rather than the innonative ideas. How unfortunate. Unable to settle down with one technology. Still struggling with myself here.

Depression, financial dependancy, Instability with the thoughts, & many more are effecting me. Besides that everything went wrong for me and a bit reluctant to live here anymore. Wat do I do? Somebody take me away from here. This is just not the atmosphere/surroundings suited for me.

This life is not immortal. Then Y not die now itself? When there is no future there is no point in living any more. Instead of struggling, fighting with the society, betrayed by everyone, better leave this world where u don't have to face these stuff.

I hate U all........... I hate myself for being in this world........ I hate that GOD who created this society.......... I hate this human life which is so MEAN........ With this present mental status I would love to leave this world as soon as possible..........God pick me up from this world. I have nothing left to do in this world now. Plssssssss

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.



He said, "My son, the battle is between two wolves. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."



The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?"



The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."



Hey i want you to come out of this thought process and start feeding on positive thoughts....this phase hits everyone at one point in their life...emerge out of it and give urself some time...i am sure u will come out as a winner in life....never give up hope VJ...hope is a living dream..and you deserve to treat yourself better than this......

Please dont take this as being preachy but believe me you will emerge as a victor..u just need to hang in there and keep the faith...

[HH]

Thank You, Ms "enigma" ... For Your Good Words of Cheer to Our Friend "VJ"!

[VJ]

Thank you very much Enigma & HH. It's just a perfect example u presented me with.



Unforutnately, I'm unhappy the way things went for me in the past. Whenever I meet someone I tend to remember something went wrong between us in the past. I'm just unable to take away those incidents from my mind. As such there is no real internal happiness.



And people betrayed me to an extent where there is no place for the term called "forgiveness". It's not by one person or a two, everyone including my own loved ones betrayed me and the result is I trust in no one today.



Just want to fly away from here. Its tough going here. The only thing I learned for the past couple of years is the term called HATRED. It just settled down in my mind. I'm just alive with a dead soul.

[VJ]

Tears flow out of my eyes in loneliness and depression. Thoughts revolve in my mind disturbing me in every sense, my observations travelling faster than my imagination resulting in giving some kind of impression & u guys know I'm still fighting with myself to survive in this illusionary world.

[enigma]

Tears flow out of my eyes in loneliness and depression. Thoughts revolve in my mind disturbing me in every sense, my observations travelling faster than my imagination resulting in giving some kind of impression & u guys know I'm still fighting with myself to survive in this illusionary world.

Hey VJ lingering in the past will not help you...take those thoughts out of your mind by engaging yourself in some activity....listen VJ everyone goes through this phase in one form or the other...



Do not get perturbed by your thoughts. Don't condemn or justify them. Don't try to control them. Just watch them.Our attempt should be to cut down the quantity of unnecessary thoughts and to improve the quality of the necessary ones. Expect less from others. Our success and happiness depend on identifying our goals precisely and chasing them effectively, both of which, in turn, depend on how well we manage our thoughts. The quality of our thoughts decides the quality of the outcomes we land up with.



External situations and the remarks of others can harm us through our thoughts—but only to the extent our thoughts allow them to. So think positive. Talk positive.



Hey i want you to come out of this mess as ASAP....put your past behind you...make a new beginning...i understand right now as i can understand you are caught up with a lot of things....but make a new beggining VJ....



You engage yourself in some activity...go out...otherwise do something that keeps you happy...becoz just spending your day in depression,lingering in the past,crying and being sad and demotivated will not affect others but you would be the victim of your own thinking...the world would move on,,,life for others would move on,,,,,no one would bother thinking about wat happened to you and why it happened,,,,people are too caught up with their own problems,,,,hence we should gather ourselves and shud make a new beggining in life,,,,,we have to help ourselves emerge out of situations and not blame our fate,,,life,,,people who ditched us,,,and other factors becoz it wont affect them at all....



So gather hope and courage..dig urself out of the pit....and dont feel sorry for yourself ....come out as a winner in life......there are thousands of people who are caught up in worst situations ...so consider yourself lucky that you are educated and can with a little effort find a new lease in life......







I want to see the positive aspects of your personality in your next write up okayy...dont disappoint me ........i dont even know you,,,nor i know the incidents in your life that have brought to this situation,,,if i can feel so much for the condition you are in then just imagine there are lot of people around who want you to fight it out and lead a happy life.....so dont disappoint us VJ.......Just go for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[enigma]

[VJ]

Thainx Enigma. Thank you very much for your good words & concern towards my recovery. I greatly appreciate it.

[mass_mas]

See Boss, i really can understand your feelings. One of the things i wanted to tell you is that, life is the most beautifull thing in the world. for everything can be recovered back but not life. People might have probs and in future all of them can be solved. But not life. it only comes once and it is in our hands how we mold it. I think if God has given you so many problems, iam sure he has also given you the strength to fight it out. it just matter of getting your confidence and i am sure you have a whole bunch of them to fight all ur problems. there is one saying, u might heard abt it and also might have got bored hearing it. "When the going gets tough the tough gets going". so you have it in you to fight it hard.



At the end of the day you dont have to answer anyone and noone will even ask wat you have done, but you have to answer your consceince wat you have done. Beleive me ts really difficult to convince your conscinece. So put ur everything to fight it out and should be in a position to tell ur conscience that u have given ur best shot. I beleive that wat is the most important thing in life. I know all this is easily said than done.But i will tell you noone will come to your rescue its in your hands whether u want to run away as a coward from all these problems and to stand up high and fight it out. I again tell you life is the most beautifull thing in this world. Enjoying the life when u are happy is the most common thing, but wat makes you far different from others is the ability to enjoy the life even wehn you have bad times. Beleive me i am one of the worst writers in this world, so pardon me if i have hurt ur feelings in anyway. But i want you to enjoy one of the most beautifull thing in the world "LIFE"

[VJ]

Yeah! Life is beautiful. Unfortunately I only enjoy the nature & not the humanity. I donno! right from the child hood I'm never a happy man. I witnessed the worst humanity in this life and as such I have no respect for it.



Well! Let me make myself clear in this matter. I'm not waiting for someone to help me out in this matter. I'm kinda person who likes the helping myself & others.



Coming to my conscious, that's the only thing with me these days. The rest of the world is on one side and I'm on the other side. Unfortunately it cannot be bridged just like the sky and earth.

[enigma]

Thainx Enigma. Thank you very much for your good words & concern towards my recovery. I greatly appreciate it.

Hey just want you to move ahead with your life....any frustation building up just vent it out...dont take anything to heart......Would wish you all the very best and god bless u....any time you need someone to hear u out dont forget we are there for you....just want you to regain your confidence and move on...........



YOU ARE A FIGHTER, THE STAR OF FULLHYDERABAD

[enigma]

Hey Mass...that was a great effort ....i totally agree with you that its easy to be happy with life when everything is going smooth but the real test for people arises when the going gets tough.....thanks for the support...

[HH]

Kayo the Mind and You're Okay!

Thank you, "mass_mas", Man! ... For your many Manly Words ... Well Said! ... Kayo the Mind and You're Okay!

[VJ]

Hello all FHDB members!



There is a good news for you all. The good news is I'm moving out of hyd by the end of this month. So there is no more torture from my side on FHDB. Enjoy urself & goodluck to all. I might not be posting anymore messages on this FHDB after my leaving hyd.



So cheer up everyone for my leaving hyd. U r free from my torture........



@VJ

[HH]

Welcome to Post from anywhere in the World, "Very Joyful"! ... Ever Spread the Cheer!

[VJ]

Welcome to Post from anywhere in the World

U r right dear HH. I can post from anywhere in the world. But I need to concentrate on myself, career and so on.........So wouldn't be able to post as many as I'm posting now. And I think people should be sick with me now especially who fought with me in some way or the other.........

[VJ]

One thing I would be missing most is the Biryani Food after leaving my hyd. I lived many years out of my home, never consistent and happy with my food habits. Got to sort it out.......Donno and not interested in cooking as well. It's gonna be tough........... But thats just the life is for me



However thank you all for everything. Goodluck.



@VJ

[HH]

I can post from anywhere in the world. ***** ...

Yes, "VJ"! ***** Speak the Wise Word, Share the Hearty Happiness, Spread the Good Cheer! ... Be Happy Ennoble Life!

[Andhrawala]

Hi

where is ZC,CtrlAltDel? where these people gone?now a days we are not seeing any msgs frm them.

[enigma]

One thing I would be missing most is the Biryani Food after leaving my hyd. I lived many years out of my home, never consistent and happy with my food habits. Got to sort it out.......Donno and not interested in cooking as well. It's gonna be tough........... But thats just the life is for me

However thank you all for everything. Goodluck.

@VJ

Hey VJ very happy for you...Wishing you all the very best in life and whatever you do. Where are you off to????

[VJ]

Hey VJ very happy for you...Wishing you all the very best in life and whatever you do. Where are you off to????

I'm in b'lore these days. Lets see how it goes here. I want to fly abroad for sometime, but lets see where the life takes me. Thainx Enigma for all your wishes. I wish U & all the same.Goodluck & goodbye.....................



@VJ