did you ever..

[mark]

did you ever have a moment in your life when you felt something really special and possibly terrible was about to happen? like you felt you were about to be something, maybe something supremely bad, or extraordinararly good? i know this is sounding very SS'y, but it happened to me on the was back from Goa. It was the most relaxed i've ever been in my life, but kinda sad cos i won't be seeing my family for a while, when this feeling of tranquility and transparency came over me, and i could see my life from end to end, through all my petty bullshit, my cloaks and smoke and mirrors, and i felt this is the way that Adolf Hitler, or Mother Treasa must have felt before they changed the world. it dissolved after a while but i was left with a warm glow, and a sense of perspective i've never had before. I'm not special, and i never have been, but i felt like if i played my cards right i could be at some stage in the future. my brain has been going at a mile a minute since, trying to figure out what the hell it is i've gotta do. it was a little like an alarm clock going off, like before i was born i had set a 24 year timer to wake me up in time to do something.



anyhow, i know it sounds arrogant as hell, but it felt right at the time. so has anyone ever had an experience like this?

or a feeling or religious enlightenment, or any sudden moment of self perception?

[Sharjeel]

A lot of times I feel that something major is about to happen in my life, and I will make a huge difference in this world. It goes away very quickly, but while it stays, my confidence increases a lot and me gets almost arrogant.

[Jaszalcatraz]

I had such an experience about 2 months ago. It was 5 AM and I was just sitting back in my chair having a smoke. I looked back at my life and the few high points that I've had. I noticed a common factor or a pattern in those moments.

I also realized that I hadnt had such a moment in quite some time. And the reason that I hadnt had such a moment was my own fault. My own egg-headed decisions which did give me happiness but of a different kind.

I decided that day to change my ways and go back to being the old Jasz. As I sat there I imagined myself in quite a few moments similar to the ones in the past but even better since I now had the maturity to enjoy them to the fullest.

But that day another event occurred that forced me into a path where I couldnt return to be the old Jasz.





And I'm pretty sure that for the rest of my life I will look back on that day and think, maybe not everyday, maybe once a week or once a month and think about what my life would've been if only I had done things differently on that day.





PS Welcome Back Marko.......Happy New Year.

[san]

yeah i kinda remember having such feelings...can't really remember much...been a while - me a grown up now

[CtrlAltDel]

ok...



now mark, if u feel like renouncing everything n going away in search of truth like Buddha, plz leave your DVD collection with me first



on topic, i have had moments of hindsight when after i screwup something, i clearly see what i could have done to get a better result.... but its usually too late!

[The Scorpion's Sting]

ok...

now mark, if u feel like renouncing everything n going away in search of truth like Buddha, plz leave your DVD collection with me first

And ure DVD player with me



On topic, I've never felt that something immensly good is gonna happen, its always been bad but then maybe i just think negative

[san]

Now that you are hopefully sober, how do you feel Mark?

[mark]

Now that you are hopefully sober, how do you feel Mark?

thirsty

[CtrlAltDel]

Now that you are hopefully sober, how do you feel Mark?

thirsty

so how SS'y u plan to be after u quench yr thirst?

[Habitual Perfectionist]

Welcome back MArk....and wish you a happy 2005



If you're talking about intutions here, I did feel something like this the day we had our meet at Eat Street. Was having some wierd feelings (can't describe them) which somehow materialised into the best news I've heard in my life.



Right at the time we decided to head for some grub after the meet, my wife messaged me askign me to come home. On the way, she called and told me that her pregnancy test had turned out to be positive.



Have had other times too when I get such feelings...will tell y'all about them as and when I remember them.

[lizard king]

NA, never really had any intuitions of anything, and hey by the way, tried coke for the first time last night, its good shit.

[mark]

NA, never really had any intuitions of anything, and hey by the way, tried coke for the first time last night, its good shit.

homework assignment for ya Lizzie. Watch the last 30 minutes of "Goodfellas" 5 times. By the 5th time you'll realise that putting chemicals up your nose will

lead you to rat on Paulie and Jimmy, and leave you stuck in some shitty suburban shack for the rest of your days.



Why don't we all stick to natural highs, like spinning around till you're dizzy, then getting your friends to hit you on the head with a hammer?

[san]

NA, never really had any intuitions of anything, and hey by the way, tried coke for the first time last night, its good shit.

Oh so u've been there & done that...tck it off ur to-do list

[lizard king]

NA, never really had any intuitions of anything, and hey by the way, tried coke for the first time last night, its good shit.

homework assignment for ya Lizzie. Watch the last 30 minutes of "Goodfellas" 5 times. By the 5th time you'll realise that putting chemicals up your nose will
lead you to rat on Paulie and Jimmy, and leave you stuck in some shitty suburban shack for the rest of your days.

Why don't we all stick to natural highs, like spinning around till you're dizzy, then getting your friends to hit you on the head with a hammer?

it was just an experimental one, so should be alright.

but had chartruse(i am not sure if thats how its spelled) for the first time too, was told its the next best thing since Absynthe for a shooter.

anyway, i am way too poor to afford coke again.

[mark]

NA, never really had any intuitions of anything, and hey by the way, tried coke for the first time last night, its good shit.

homework assignment for ya Lizzie. Watch the last 30 minutes of "Goodfellas" 5 times. By the 5th time you'll realise that putting chemicals up your nose will
lead you to rat on Paulie and Jimmy, and leave you stuck in some shitty suburban shack for the rest of your days.

Why don't we all stick to natural highs, like spinning around till you're dizzy, then getting your friends to hit you on the head with a hammer?

it was just an experimental one, so should be alright.
but had chartruse(i am not sure if thats how its spelled) for the first time too, was told its the next best thing since Absynthe for a shooter.
anyway, i am way too poor to afford coke again.

yeah, stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

[Sharjeel]

Speaking of natual 'kicks', I heard Donkeys pack a mean one, and they are cheap. Don't give you a high (in fact, you may have to lie low for awhile) .

[CtrlAltDel]

stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

...or better still...sniff superglue for an hour...

[lizard king]

stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

...or better still...sniff superglue for an hour...

na man, i ve access to many more hardcore drugs, all legally possessed (brain research), but it was just a one off, with mates.

was actually supposed to call up and meet smocking rock, but it did nt just happen, hey SR, if u are reading it, i am really sorry bro.

[akhilis2cool]

stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

...or better still...sniff superglue for an hour...

I did that when i was in school

u can also do petrol ka nasha

[lizard king]

stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

...or better still...sniff superglue for an hour...

I did that when i was in school
u can also do petrol ka nasha

did u sniff shoe polish and ink remover as well?

[akhilis2cool]

stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

...or better still...sniff superglue for an hour...

I did that when i was in school
u can also do petrol ka nasha

did u sniff shoe polish and ink remover as well?

shoe polish?.....never thot of it naak ko lag jayinga na...

[lizard king]

stick to cheap drugs, like industrial strength drain cleaner.

...or better still...sniff superglue for an hour...

I did that when i was in school
u can also do petrol ka nasha

did u sniff shoe polish and ink remover as well?

shoe polish?.....never thot of it naak ko lag jayinga na...

tho phir petrol se saaf karna.

[CtrlAltDel]

a female friend told me long ago that many girls get addicted to sniffing nail polish removers

[akhilis2cool]

a female friend told me long ago that many girls get addicted to sniffing nail polish removers

aise pottiyon ko patana easy hai......use nail polish remover as your perfume when u meet them

[Habitual Perfectionist]

I've seen worse things in some engineering colleges.



Iodex sandwiches anyone?





BTW...I concur with mark...natural's the way!!!