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[vj's god]

Never a good programmer by myself.



1. Programming is out of ur reach. it requires what is available in human. exactly right u got it u dont have that grey stuuf in the top floor of ur buddy instead its used as a godown for shit hahaha.....





Still tried hard to concentrate.





2.Again baby again baby......no its not at all ur business to worry abt. Concentration.......yeah u can concentrate on many. do one thing concentrate on ur face try to change it make it feature less hahaha.....



Donno wats going wrong.





3. Strange .how come u dont know or say dont want to know. I knew there is one big big wrong that u VJ get it right.....nooooo thats not possible try to to live with it..hahaha.....



Nothing is entering into this head.





4. ohh dear. Already there s so much over there how come some thing is else go. Constipation. get pant full shit...some thing more can go....ur head hahaha...







Unable to concentrate at that level.



5.There is no level. first of all ur level is .........nothing first get the lowest level then bother abt levels hahaha.......





I guess I have to shift myself to someother field or do something which is of real interest to me rather than going with the market requirements.



6. the truth is that market dont needs u in whatever shit u got .......



by the way ur redundant ok......useless so why saying market needs this and that and abt field forget abt



ur best at one field........agricultural field. get that job of ox u can get that come on hahaha......





But wat do I do? There is nothing left for me.



7. say cheese and bye u get it wat.





GOD- come on my beloved child. come back ur the wrong person at right place .............hahaha what a blunder i did.........

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[VJ]

Never a good programmer by myself.

1. Programming is out of ur reach. it requires what is available in human. exactly right u got it u dont have that grey stuuf in the top floor of ur buddy instead its used as a godown for shit hahaha.....


Still tried hard to concentrate.


2.Again baby again baby......no its not at all ur business to worry abt. Concentration.......yeah u can concentrate on many. do one thing concentrate on ur face try to change it make it feature less hahaha.....

Donno wats going wrong.


3. Strange .how come u dont know or say dont want to know. I knew there is one big big wrong that u VJ get it right.....nooooo thats not possible try to to live with it..hahaha.....

Nothing is entering into this head.


4. ohh dear. Already there s so much over there how come some thing is else go. Constipation. get pant full shit...some thing more can go....ur head hahaha...



Unable to concentrate at that level.

5.There is no level. first of all ur level is .........nothing first get the lowest level then bother abt levels hahaha.......


I guess I have to shift myself to someother field or do something which is of real interest to me rather than going with the market requirements.

6. the truth is that market dont needs u in whatever shit u got .......

by the way ur redundant ok......useless so why saying market needs this and that and abt field forget abt

ur best at one field........agricultural field. get that job of ox u can get that come on hahaha......


But wat do I do? There is nothing left for me.

7. say cheese and bye u get it wat.


GOD- come on my beloved child. come back ur the wrong person at right place .............hahaha what a blunder i did.........

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Donno who u rrrr. The way u have written should have made u happy. If U know me then I consider it as a sweet revenge considering my previous life. I guess u must have been waiting for an opportunity all these days. Never mind. I accept my ignorance.



But one thing for sure I reckon U is U r nothing less than other A$$ holes & cowards

[VJ]

Eat my shit U son of a bitch. May be this market doesn't need me. It requires beggars of technology who just adapt according to the market requirements irrespective of their qualifications and their dreams. This is such a country where people sell themselves for a piece of paper i.e. money. U talk about about me U bastard son of a bitch. Even though the market doesn't require me, u people came begging for my assistance. where were U then when U used many people as subjects begging for my assistance & my thoughts.



Who is responsible for my destruction? if u carefully analyse then u'll know who it is. fuk the Indian market, its a beggar of technology rather than producing/develpoing its own technology.



Yes I haven't done much of programming, that is what put me down in my career. Experience is what it finally counts. If I really had to enter into a company I would have entered by putting some false experience irrespective of technology I'm mastered in. But I didn't do that.



My level is different. I create my own standards rather than following someones steps. Thats wat makes the difference between me and others. I might be falling behind now, but lets see how it goes.......Now I'll try ur standards to survive this market, Someone said a throne is to be removed by a throne itself. I'll apply this concept in the coming time.



My face, my looks, my thoughts are sufficient enough to bring a change in an organisation. If the market doesn't require me then I don't give a fuk about the market. I would love to create my own market.



Yes u r right I'm the wrong person in the right market. I'm proud of myself with my thoughts atleast I'm not a beggar of technology. Rather I atleast dreamt in my life this country to be one of the developers of technology.



U son of a bitch, u should be ashamed of urself U r still after me. I would be surprised if u r still continuing in the current position ruining the careers of the students with ur ignorance.



Just look back at the tactics applied on me. And u'll know who is most self respected. fuk offfffffff u bastard...........coward, animal, son of a bitch, and many more to count.



Do not unnecessarily come after people when its not to ur relevance. Mind ur own business U bastard.



As I already said U r no different to other A$$ holes, Cowards, Son of a bitch.........

[VJ]

Had I had some experience then I would have kicked U and ur staff out of the studio i.e. univ. Be careful U son of a bitch before coming after ambitious people.

[vj's god]

oh u u u



MY son hahaha



yeh my blood hahaha........



Great atleast ur nearing who I am some day I'll reveal.



And know what it was so gud to F you haaaaaa!!!!!!!!! relaxeed u've got a small arse but its give that >>>>>>>>>>>>



hahaha



VJ my darling y dont u show up tomorrow at my place I want u back for that extra u got .........hahaha

[vj's god]

Wicky sticky VJ ....



gone astray.........



Looked out way....



Better to be shitted away



ohh god the dj....



had a big play......



u've now a gay.....



wat say......



r u wanna have job

get my thorn to prick

will hit like a brick

then i'll let u click

ahh wat a _



u say VJ





hhaaaaaahaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaa

[VJ]

U proved that I'm not wrong with my assumptions that u r an A$$ hole, son of a bitch & a coward. Stay away from me u bastard. I guess there r many at ur place looking for ur prick. U can rent them. Kiss my assssssss

[VJ]

Got damn it. Firstly everything is going wrong for me. then people coming after me unnecessarily. too tired fighting with everyone. unable to stand up to the point. god let me go away from here..............release me from all this stuff................



Sorry guys.............

[VJ]

Does anyone have mantra for forgetting the bitter past which resulted in the depression for long? I'm unable to take away the past incidents. After all they happened to me. Believe it's almost hell for the past 2 years. I want to release myself from all this stuff. Too much of happenings. I can't believe myself that it happened to me. Still unsure Y?

[VJ]

An award/reward has to be unconditional. It should bring some happiness to the achiever. It has to specify the contribution done by the candidate for which the candidate is being awarded. I wonder how the committees/management make mistakes when giving away the awards. Do waht ever u want. It's not my problem though.........just telling how it has to be awarded.......

[VJ]

Give me the key and I'll drive.........Thats my strategy.

[VJ]

Just kidding.................

[VJ]

US jaane ke chekkar mein sab kuch barbaad ho rahi hai. Waqt, paisa, experience, dil, dimag, aur sab kuch. Kya kare yahan rahne ka mann hi nahi kartha. Kya karoo....... Sirf intezaar mein guzaar rahe hai yeh din.



Nafrat ho rahi hai mujhe. Zindagai jeene ke liye kya kya karna pad raha hai. Kabhi apne interest chod ke kisi technology ke peeche baag na pad raha hai, kabhi naukri ki talaash mein galat kaam karna pad raha hai, kabhi apne aap ko dhoka deke jeena pad raha hai aur bahut kuch hai kehne ko.



Yaa khuda yeh kaisi zindagi hai. Yeh kaisi khudai hai. Hame mukti dedo. Aur kitne dukh utaane padega. Aur kitne din apne aap ko dhoka dena padega. Hum aasmaan mein udna chahthe hai. Kaash hum bhi ek khoobsoorat panchi hote.

[VJ]

Pls leave me alone and let me live my life. I'm already too late in my career. Your application of various tactics are totally disturbing me in every manner. It's making me think unnecessarily in the matters which I'm not really interested in.



If u need something from me u r welcome. Give me a mail. Thats the best option I prefer. I assume I have nothing left in my mind, since I already provided all my opinions. If u r still expecting something from me, give me a mail. I'll see how far I can help you out.



I'm already experiencing some form of pressure & depression due to the way things going for me. Unable to concentrate on myself.



I previously said once, repeated occurance of similar events doesn't prove your innocence. I only like people who r bold enough to accept their mistakes and learn from their mistakes. In the process of defending your mistakes and making me habituated to your mistakes you are yet commiting some more mistakes insulting your own subjects in some form or the other.



Kya unn logon (ur subjects) ki izzat izzat nahi hoti. Apne galtiyon ko bachane ke liye doosron se wohi galtiyan karva rahe ho. Yeh konsi izzat ki baat hoti hai.



Don't come after me if u don't have enough guts in ur blood to accept your mistakes. It doesn't help.



For now let me atleast concentrate on the coming course.

[HH]

The season of failure is the best time for sowing the seeds of success. - Paramahansa Yogananda - http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/autho ... nanda.html

[VJ]

God! What r u expecting from me? You expect me to accept something which is of not to my interest and make you happy. What about me? What about my happiness? Don't make decisions of the others . I'm grown up now. Your expectations are uncharacteristic. Getting paired up is a BIG thing in life and I'm not ready for it yet. I want to go abroad for sometime, earn money and then see if I change my mind in getting paired up. The MONEY is what defeated my life.



I have enough respect & sympathy towards the one you are pointing to. Your cheap tactics made me use some harsh words. But I'm helpless and cannot compromise with myself in this matter. I'm not interested in any of your offer. When I'm not in a hurry whats bothering you. Convincing someone to accept something for your personal reasons is unfair.



I'm struggling OK......depressed OK.......But then its only a matter of getting the tickets........

[VJ]

When will India become the RESEARCH Hub for developing technologies instead of relying on the technologies already developed. I guess the engineering education must be given more value in its application. Universities must compete themselves in producing technologies rather than just awarding the degrees.



Sometimes I feel its never gonna happen, not possible with the service oriented attitude of this country. But someone has to take the initiative to make a turn around, otherwise this country will remain serving the rest of the world rather than developing itself.

[VJ]

Zindagi toh yoohin khatam hogaya, kambakt pata hi na chala kab shuru hua

[VJ]

IIT ians or IIM ians my A$$.......... Everyone talks about them. Where do other students/people stand who r contributing much more than IIT/IIM ians? I think people should realise the fact that studying at IIT/IIM doesn't mean they r too intelligent. What matters is the APPLICATION of the concepts in the real life. What matters is who produces the results. And I don't see IIT/IIM is doing gr8 in this country other than just making some good/competitive business with education by marketing themselves with a logo on the foreheads.



India has a very bad habit of dividing the status of the individuals right from the childhood education. It has to be stopped. Only then everyone will think of contributing towards the development of the country. I hate this attitude in India where people are given importance based on logos on their foreheads. India should identify the natural talent of the individuals and encourage them in setting up large firms. Otherwise its not too far that one day people might feel India only belongs to IIT/IIM's & so on........

[VJ]

God! It looks like I totally lost my focus from what I really wanted to be. Now I regret for returning back to India. Wat a hell this is........ Didn't expect people selling themselves for irrelevance. Donno wats going on with me.



Unable to concentrate, reluctant to live here anymore........, the ego friendly system, emotional black mailing of the people, the survival for existence kind of standard of living, god wat a mistake I have done...........Reluctant to return back to the people who betrayed me, unable to establish myself in this society, suicidal thoughts, unable to fly whereever I want to............



Yaaaa khuda yeh kaisi majboori hai zindagi jeene ke liye Hame mukti dedo khuda, mukti dedo..............



Besides that everyone wants to use me as subject for their personal wants without my concern. Wat the _ mentality of the people is this? This country will never reach where it has to already reached by now. God bless these people with proper wisdom................

[VJ]

I hate U bastards. Being the followers of divine principles, you are emotionally blackmailing me using my inabilities. I hate U for this. You should be ashamed of urself for this.



U people have a cunning attitude of forcing an individual to accept someone without his own interest. I don't really understand Y r u considering me to accept the responsibilities when I'm NOT interested and ready for it. There r many people in this world, u might just find the right one. Try them. But this time with the true spirit.



Its U people (third party) who started everything, gave an unnecessary impression about me, disturbed my personal relations, unnecessarily involved in my personal life and still u r after me for no reason.



Y r u making me feel for it? It's all ur mistakes. U never considered my interests. Ur startegy was to make me feel and then accept. What did u expect?



When u don't have enough faith in me then Y r u after me? I don't like conditional offers. And the masterminds behind every concept of my destruction do not deserve any kind of forgiveness atleast not in this life.



Analyse urself, how many people have u used as subjects and they now have an unnecessary impression regarding me which could have been easily avoided by making a direct communication.



I'm grown up now OKKKKKKKK. I can make my own decisions. I have an ungiven character of not returning to people who betrayed me. And I'm with it now. It makes me happy sometimes that I'm not with the wrong people.

[VJ]

God take me away from here. I'm not comfortable out here. I'm not ready to accept someone & hold up the responsibilities for now.



MONEY MONEY MONEY is wat defeated me right from the beginning. I experienced the worst in that case. It put me down in life. Now I want to defeat it.



Unfortunately I'm gradually loosing my interest in everything by still living here. Eventually I'm fighting with the unknown enemies and this uneducated society. This way I'm conceptually loosing myself. Please get me out of this world.



I'm tired, tired & tired of thinking unnecessarily.

[VJ]

Oh my god! wat a worst couple of years it has been for me. Severe depression, emotional stress, instability in every sense, a fight with the society, unknown enemies, pure betrayal from the own loved ones, and many more.........



One thing surprised me to the worst is an Indian is an enemy to an Indian. This uneducated society defended and supported a coward son of a bitch who is merely responsible for my destruction in the form of my career, personal life, social life and mental status. I'll never forgive him & this society for that.



Irrelevance was their main factor in coming against me. Its truly poor management from every individuals involved, and they provoked me in every sense. It's been a very BIG mistake returning to my home country. Never expected the worst to happen with me. Never expected people would behave like this. Never expected the betrayal from my own people and the loved ones.



It's all over & over. The days are gone..........& gone. The concept, the interest, the passion, the determination, & everything is gone after returning back to India. I would recommend everyone staying abroad to think twice when u consider to return back.



This country sucks. This society sucks. This system sucks. Everything sucks. Its gone over my mind. I can't take it away from my mind now. God! give me the tickets to fly away from here.

[VJ]

Hopefully everything gets settled and ends by the end of this year 2006. A ray of hope for the best in the new year 2007. I want to end this worst. Move away from here. Eagerly waiting for my ticket to fly away from here.



One question which is bothering my mind for many days is "What if I don't get the tickets to fly away from here?" Waht is my future in this country where I'm reluctant to live presently? Do I have to compromise with myself and settle down with some technology? God waht am I doing? Y am I here? Y did I return back ?



I don't have a good social life here and not interested in increasing with this uneducated society. No good money for ur work here. No good prospects for myself. Everyone betrayed me. I hate everyone including my own loved ones. Its hitting hard on my mind.



I hate those bastards especially masterminds who unnecessarily involved in my life and disturbed me in every sense. I hate those coward bastards who totally screwed me and my life. God! waht do I do? These all things r running in my mind. When will I be free from all these thoughts?



Yaa khuda hame mukti dedo khuda mukti dedo. Hum jeena nahi chahthe. Hum marna chahthe hai. Iss zindagi se dooor jaana chahthe hai. Ek aisi zindagi mein jahan mann ko shanthi mile. Hame iss duniya se mukti dedo khuda mukti dedo.

[VJ]

Will this day be the end of the road for the worst to me. Got to find out, infact I have to fight it out.